~Oblivion~

'This heavy feeling again, it hurts so much, I cant breathe anymore.'

Despite this warmth this place has given me, I'm still freezing from the cold winds of Autumn. And just like a fragile piece of glass, I'm breaking. Slowly and painfully. It hurts so much, so much that I couldnt help but cry. But I dont have any tears to shed anymore, nor emotions to show. Even though I want to shout out my pain, my voice cannot be heard anymore, not even my pleas.

I am alone. In this fake world. Waiting for the lies to crumble down on me, to cover my with their deceit. I have lost hope in searching for the light, and now, I believe that there is nothing but darkness in this world.

Those lights would only bring me pain anyways, with broken promises of filled with conceit. I am in so much pain and misery already, I dont need another burden to my heart.

And even if another light would come again, with it's promises of hope, I will only shunn it away, for now, I am nothing but Oblivion's child. My heart has nothing but pain and suffering, and it would bring nothing but harm to those who try to bring light to it's dark reality.

So till my world crumbles down on me, I will stay here, waiting for darkness to engulf me wholy into it's endless abyss.