Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Your Home.

"I was always indecisive with almost everything. And with that I knew I had hurt a lot of people around me." She smiled as she bowed her head down. She just couldnt look him in the eyes. In such an awkward situation, how can she?

"But you know, after I went on this trip, I learned how to be confident. To be able to face the consequnces of my actions. "

" Good for you then. " He sounded like he didnt care. Like this was just one of her rantings. She felt her heart ache with that pain again. And this time it feels so much worst than ever. But she already made her decision. This pain is something that cant hold her back anymore...

She needs to tell him what she feels before he leaves. Now that her time is something she cant be sure of, she wants him to know.

Even if he doesnt return it.

" And that's why, I wanted to talk to you...just before you leave. I mean, I know I'm just nothing but a nuisance to you, and I always hated the way you treated me, but..."

He still seemed so distant to her. Cold and always cautious. Ambitious and Arrogant in thousand ways. Yet despite that, he was always there for her. He always had been there for her. To catch her. He always protected her. And yet he never used that against her.

Never...

And now that they're finally parting ways....The least she can do is give him something he never had in his entire life...

"But what? I dont have much time, Spit it out whatever it is." He is as impatient as ever. But, she knew that her time is running out as well. Her hands have started to feel cold. She doesnt want him to see her like this...so...

She took a deep breath, and lift her gaze to meet his. And with the most precious and sincere smile she could ever have, and probable her last...

"After everything's done, I want you to return back Home. I want you to return back here... Here with us, with your family. Please?" She bit her lip as the word 'us' pulled a string inside her. She knew she can never be one of that 'us'.

Not with her condition now.

Silence ruled for that dreadful minutes. She wanted to break the unsettling ice to excuse herself but his sudden arrogant smile made her change her mind. And even if he didnt answer her back, she knew he'll be coming back home.

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