Fade Me

Watching the endless pitter patter of the rain as night falls silently across the moving city, I watch in feigned innocence as my soul shatters into pieces. An unnerving chill rushes through my veins, numbing my heavy heart, as I took another gush of life into my empty shell.

Another minute of senseless existance has added itself into the long line. Another minute wasted, as this pitiful shell of mine continues to exists.

Why does Death wishes to have this feigned soul to exist longer?

I exist for the reason of nothing; I exist for the reson of burden; I exist as a reason for pain. I am merely a thorn in the paths of those who surrounds me. Nothing else.

I lost the reason to know happiness; I have nothing to bargain Love for; I am nothing but an existance of emptiness. Another useless trash existing in this world.

I have no use, I have no sense. I exist in those around me as an illusion ready to fade and disappear by a ripple's command.

Cast me.

Exile me.

Abandon me.

Banish me.

Kill me.

Drown me in my tears.

I have no meaning, I have no worth.

Allow me to cease my existance. I am tired of living this false happiness. It'll only bring pain and suffering. Allow my mind and soul to break in the silent darkness. I do not want to feel anymore false warmth or happiness. Let pure sorrow and pain swallow my remaining heart, as the mask of feigned smile hides my torture soul.

Let this sinner fade away, oh glorious Death.

Let oblivion swallow my existance.

Let infinite darkness erase the memories I hold.

Let the bitter cold swallow my life.

Grant me this plea...